If I just lay here, would you...?

After skiweek Philipp arrived in Sundsvall for defending his master thesis. His visit fell right into the time of hard good byes. On Friday night we went out to Norrmalms and to Kårhuset for celebrating a last time with Marco, Marco and Ward. The Marcos left on Saturday morning. Ward, we brought Saturday night to the trainstation. On my way home I thought, if it always had been so hard. It was never easy, but this year it feels special. Because it is. This semester was special. More intense than the two semesters before. We were only a few, but the group fitted.
But the most difficult way to the trainstation was definitely this morning when we set Christian and Maritha on their way to Copenhagen. Although we all know we will see each other again, this determinates a lifetime. It has been so special. So close with so many people. So many experiences. So many memories.
Although we are still 15 people from the old semester, it feels like my time here already has ended. In 3 weeks I will leave and I kind of look forward to it. For me it can't become better than the last 5 months. Not here. I found what I was looking for. Now it is time to use it. In three weeks I will hand in my thesis. The worst piece of work I have ever delivered. But it was worth it. The master thesis will be under completely different conditions. Conditions that make you work harder. Conditions that make you more efficient. Conditions that will make you remember treasure moments. Moments that just have passed.

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Unknown said…

I know the guy who took the picture... I guess it was me?

9:04 PM

Julian said…

Beautifully written, those last sentences. Quite emotional.

11:32 PM

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